Mr. Qin is too involved in the drama: I lost my wife

Chapter 213: Qiao Nuanyang, you are here

The slender, bony fingers held the kettle and poured her a glass of water, and pushed it to her. The sun-burned skin slowly returned to some of its original color. He turned his head and looked out of the window, and he was dumbfounded. .

After the dishes were served, he took chopsticks and put them in front of her, saying, "No matter how sad you are, you have to eat well, your body is your capital..."

As he talked, he couldn't speak anymore.

Haven't experienced it.

How empathetic.

Others will not understand that feeling.

She looked at the dish in front of her, took a mouthful with her chopsticks in her hand, she didn't feel anything, she ate Hesai with her head down, tears kept falling down, after a few mouthfuls, she suddenly Stand up and rush to the bathroom.

When Gu Peilin passed by, she saw that she almost vomited out all the things just now. She leaned against the wall weakly and sat down slowly, her eyes closed tightly as if very uncomfortable.Gu Peilin gritted his teeth, picked her up and walked out.

After the doctor examined her, he asked some details about the situation. He was a little worried, and walked to the side before saying, "Are you the patient's husband?"

Gu Peilin was a little surprised, "What's wrong?"

"The patient has just lost her child and cannot bear the shock. She will be very fragile at this time. If her daily life is not going well, it is easy to cause prenatal depression. Now she has such symptoms vaguely. Treatment is not enough. The most important thing is to rely on Only counseling is needed. Let her come out of that pain quickly to prevent it from getting worse."

depression?

This kind of disease is not a terminal illness, but it is very tormenting. The sick person does not even know that he is sick. Perhaps it is because of this that he has stepped into the corner of the horns and then entered a desperate situation.

Qiao Nuanyang woke up slowly when he went back, and after gathering his gaze, he saw the person sitting by the bed, and asked in a hoarse voice, "What's wrong with me?"

He couldn't even laugh, so he helped her up and asked, "Do you want to go out for a walk? Let me walk with you? If you want to say something, you can also tell me."

He followed behind Qiao Nuanyang.

When passing by the mother and baby store, Qiao Nuanyang stopped and walked in uncontrollably. Seeing those little cute things, she couldn't help squatting down slowly and crying.

Gu Peilin was watching her from the side.

Then Qiao Nuanyang seemed to have discovered something, and walked out stubbornly step by step.

Gu Peilin followed her realization and saw two familiar figures. Qin Shijin was wearing a wide suit, with a slightly heavy face and distinct features.

And beside him was a woman in a white dress, Wen Wan followed him with a beautiful face upturned, she didn't know what she said, but she seemed to see Qin Shijin's thin blade-like lips slightly twitching from a distance. Hooked and smiled.

In the past few days, she has been raising her body in the old house, and every day Li Jiazhen changes ways to coax herself to eat, but Qin Shijin rarely comes to see her, Li Jiazhen only said that he had someone prepare something and bought her something.

It's all compensation.

However, that's not what she needs. Even if Qin Shijin hugged her and coaxed her, it's fine to coax her. Since he left that night until now, Qin Shijin has never said a word of comfort to her.

She raised her head, and the hot tears were already cold when they flowed down her neck.The last gleam of light in her eyes completely disappeared.

Clenching my fists, I don't know whether I should cry or laugh.

In the end, he took Qiao Nuanyang out and sat on the side of the road. She cried hoarsely and her eyes were swollen, and she almost fainted from crying. She grabbed her clothes and tried not to let herself make a sound. Gu Peilin felt more and more uncomfortable in his heart.

She opened her mouth wide as if many voices were stuffed in her mouth like this.

child……

The child who left him...

Qin Shijin's indifference and the shock of the child's departure made her completely defeated. She couldn't hold on anymore, and she didn't know how to hold on.

When carrying her in the car, Gu Peilin saw her swollen eyes that couldn't be opened at all, so he put ice cubes on her eyes, which only helped.

Qiao Nuanyang leaned on the back of the chair, only seeing half of her face, without any ups and downs.Gu Peilin slid down the car window and took out a cigarette to light it. Because of his unsteady movement, he lit the cigarette several times.

The ice cubes are already warm.

Qiao Nuanyang took off the ice, and was still a little uncomfortable when he opened his eyes.

With a hoarse voice, he said, "Thank you, today."

She is in a much better mood now.

Gu Peilin opened his mouth wide, just sitting here, he had been brewing for a long time, and wanted to say those words, but when Qiao Nuanyang said that thank you, he immediately pushed the distance between them far away.

It's not that they are intimate and unrelated, they are just old friends. Gu Peilin held his breath in his chest. He really wanted to say just now——Qiao Nuanyang, why don't you divorce Qin Shijin?Let's do it all over again.

However, once that line is crossed, many things will be irreparable, and Gu Peilin hates himself for being cowardly.

"It's getting late, I have to go back." Her voice was hoarse, because she cried for too long, her throat seemed to have been burned by fire.

"I send you……"

"No need..." She shook her head, "I will walk alone for the rest of the journey."

No matter how difficult it is to walk, she has to walk alone, and it's no use deceiving herself or others.

Her complexion was extremely haggard. During that period of time, she had a sudden epiphany, as if waking up from a big dream. When she was about to push the car door, Gu Peilin grabbed her slender wrist forcefully.

"Qiao Nuanyang, I..."

"Gu Peilin, don't say anything." She realized what he would say, but now there are too many things, she doesn't want to add any trouble to herself, love is really painful, it hurts once, but still doesn't know how to repent Going to the pain for the second time, this is a common problem of women, "I can..."

"What are you going to do?" He asked, wanting to get an answer from her, "Qiao Nuanyang, don't torture yourself anymore, if he has you in his heart, why wouldn't he take good care of you? Let you lose your child? ..." He gritted his teeth, he had no position to say this, after all, he did not do well enough to let her down.

She lowered her head and smiled helplessly, as if she had let go of everything calmly, and forced her tears back, "It's useless to blame anyone. When I married him, he didn't promise me anything. Everything is yours." I would like to, if I could control myself at that time, nothing would happen, it was a big gamble in itself, but I just took a chance and thought that I would be a lucky person, and I would have a share... In fact, I have always been The love and happiness I long for is because I ask too much. I can't ask for it, so I fell into such pain."

Psychedelic before.

It's so real now.

It's just that the truth is too painful.

"Qiao Nuanyang..." He hesitated to speak.

Qiao Nuanyang leaned there and looked at him sideways, and said, "I failed twice. The first time, I told myself that I would not make mistakes again. The second time I was stupid, and there will be no next time." No. Gu Peilin, I will stay far away from you in the future!"

She was very calm when she said it, as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with her. Only she knew exactly what she had given up to be so decisive.

Gu Peilin watched her get out of the car, bend over and sit in the taxi, with a painful expression...his fist hit the steering wheel, and her cheek was bitten tightly.

And at this moment his cell phone rang.

Ouyang Lie asked him to go over for a drink and said that there was news about the last investigation.

***

After taking a taxi.

Qiao Nuanyang sent a message to Leng Wan.

Leng Wan sent her the address and password of the apartment. There are everything in it, and she only needs to carry her bag to move in.

When returning home, Qiao Nuanyang sent a message to Qin Shijin, asking him to come back at night, bought a lot of flowers on the side of the road, and bought some favorite snacks for Li Jiazhen, and went to the kitchen in a good mood Made a big table dish.

Seeing her fiddling in the kitchen, Li Jiazhen worried that she would not be able to bear it, so she pushed her out.

"You are sitting outside, and someone is cooking at home."

Qiao Nuanyang pushed her out and pointed to the oven on one side, "I even baked rabbits in it. Auntie doesn't know the process, so she can't get that feeling. I'll do it."

Li Jiazhen saw her smiling softly. Although her eyes were a little red, she was obviously in a much better mood, so she let her go, but she clearly felt that something was wrong with Qiao Nuanyang today. She watched in the kitchen for a long time, But I only saw Qiao Nuanyang preparing dinner behind his back.

When Qin Shijin came back, Li Jiazhen pulled him aside, smelled the fragrance all over the room, and said, "Qiao Nuanyang is acting weird today, this matter has passed for so long, what should have passed has passed, take care of yourself Coax her, you know?"

"Ah."

She had been busy all afternoon and cooked a lot of dishes, including what Qin Shijin liked to eat, what Li Jiazhen liked to eat, and what Ruirui liked to eat. For the four of them, she cooked a total of twelve dishes, and the whole table was full of food. already full.

There are chicken, duck and fish meat, the dishes are delicious, the color and fragrance are complete, it can be seen that she has put a lot of thought into it, and the light is on to make her appetite.

Li Jiazhen pointed at the dishes, and the corner of her mouth twitched, "Qiao Qiao, why did you cook so many dishes today, you can't even eat them."

"It doesn't matter. Just throw it away if you can't eat it." Anyway, there will be no more, she turned around and went to the wine cabinet to get the red wine out, sobered up, took four glasses and put them down, and poured the red wine.

Ruirui sat beside her and asked, "Mom, what should I drink?"

Qiao Nuanyang took the squeezed juice, "Ruirui, drink this."

The corners of her mouth raised slightly in a beautiful arc, and her slender neck was exposed, like a white swan. People who watched couldn't look away.

Then she poured red wine for everyone, and sat down with her chin propped up, shaking the red wine glass in her hand and looking at them from the corner of her eyes slightly, "Why don't you eat it? Eat it, otherwise the food won't taste good when it's cold."

"Qiao Nuanyang, what are you doing?" Qin Shijin sat there without moving, his voice was cold and hard, his eyes narrowed slightly and his gaze sank slightly.

"Don't do anything, eat first, okay?" She had already picked up the vegetables with her chopsticks, and slowly picked the thorns out of the fish, her movements were very elegant, "I'm hungry, I have been busy for so long, and I have cooked so many dishes. , I don’t want to starve myself.”

Li Jiazhen kicked him under the table, signaling him to stop talking. The atmosphere during the meal was very low. Qiao Nuanyang never liked to drink, but she almost drank the bottle of red wine tonight.

Qin Shijin didn't have any mood to eat at all, and after Ruirui finished eating, he asked in a calm voice, "Ruirui, are you ready?"

"already ate."

"Go back to your room after eating, okay, mom and dad have something to talk about."

Ruirui looked at Qiao Nuanyang, who had a slightly red face, nodded, and then left.