sbdcsierra Chapter 276 The relationship between two people
Chapter 276 The relationship between two people
Qin Xi lay back nonchalantly, this kid has also learned to keep people in suspense, he said quietly.
"Then just start from the beginning..."
"Let me start from the beginning. Remember I told you before that when I was 8 years old, my mother took me away from my father and settled in Guangcheng. Not long after that, she was diagnosed with breast cancer. The type and stage were not good. When she passed away, I was just over 10 years old..."
Gu Chenxing's voice was light, but it made Qin Xi's heart skip a beat. Her sleepiness instantly disappeared and she jumped up unconsciously. Gu Chenxing had always been very secretive about his family affairs. Even though he was a top star, he had kept his background secret. Why was he suddenly talking about it now?
Qin Xi didn't say anything, but just stared at Gu Chenxing with her beautiful eyes flashing.
"Although I was still young at that time, I still remember everything clearly. My mother was determined not to return to the home in Hong Kong until the end. After she left, it was even more impossible for me to go back. I was in a trance for a long time. I felt that my only connection with the world had been broken. No one really cared about me. I even felt that my existence was a nuisance to others. At that time, I had no interest in anything because I felt that everything was meaningless. I was not happy, sad, or afraid..."
At this point, Gu Chenxing suddenly laughed at himself and said, "You may not believe this, but I'm not even afraid of death. Why are you frowning like this?"
Gu Chenxing turned his head and saw Qin Xi's brows were tightly furrowed, with unprecedented seriousness, concern and... pity in his eyes.
Gu Chenxing's heart moved, he chuckled and shook his head, "I couldn't control myself for a moment, and the foreplay was a bit long, but I'm not trying to be pitiful. What I want to express is that I was really terrible at that time. Even I hated myself at that time, but I had no choice, but my uncle's words gave me a direction..."
"What did he say?" Qin Xi asked subconsciously.
"He said that when you feel bad about yourself, it's actually a good thing, at least you can find out that there is a problem and you have to take action to solve it. I asked him like I was grasping at straws. I didn't know what to do. I couldn't do anything!
He added, "In fact, you don't need to think so much first. You can just find something you don't resist to do. I know you are not in the mood and it may be a mess at the beginning, but it doesn't matter. The most important thing is to focus on persisting. Sooner or later, you will get on the right track. In the process of exploration, it will unconsciously arouse your desire and interest in seeking knowledge. At that time, your body and mind may feel much more comfortable."
Qin Xi nodded suddenly. As expected, Chen Qingbai, who started from scratch and founded a leading enterprise like "Chennai Technology", was indeed insightful and wise.
"So, you chose to learn martial arts?"
"I went to learn fighting..."
"Fighting?!" Qin Xi took a breath.
This guy looks so skinny that he almost looks like a "man", but he actually learned martial arts since he was a kid? No wonder he is so good at fighting, he is really a hidden talent! Could it be that he looks skinny when dressed and has muscles when undressed?
"Perhaps I still mind because my kidnapping was the trigger that separated my parents, or perhaps Gu Lishen's blood runs in my bones. Fighting really piqued my interest. Whether it was getting beaten or beating others, bleeding or sweating, the process of fighting could bring me pleasure and tranquility, and gradually aroused my desire to win. I slowly discovered that I had enough talent and endurance, and I could beat powerful opponents one after another at a speed that ordinary people could not reach. And I also developed an interest in other competitive sports, and even became friends with some opponents. It was like a seed that absorbed nutrients, slowly taking root and sprouting, finding self-worth, and establishing connections with the world.
A long time later, I talked about this with my uncle, and I was very grateful that he held me back when I was in a daze. He said that as long as a person does not give up on himself, the rest will be left to time. Time may not heal all pain, but it can definitely seal the pain away. The one who held me back was not anyone but myself! "
Qin Xi nodded in agreement, and once again sighed that Chen Qingbai was indeed Chen Qingbai, and was indeed wise! If it was Qin Xi in the previous life, he might not understand, but how could Qin Xi, who was reborn, not understand the truth contained in these words?
However, Qin Xi was confused again. Gu Chenxing shared such precious experiences with her. Could it be?
"Are you...comforting me?"
Can you use your most painful experience and deepest scars to comfort me?
Gu Chenxing nodded seriously, "Right. I'm just comforting you~ You don't have to look at me like that. The fact that I can tell you this means it can no longer affect me. You see, when I was still a child, I was so miserable that I had no desire to live, but I didn't give up and focused on completing one thing. Who would have thought that it would bring me such great convenience several years later. What's more, you? You are Qin Xi, is there anything you, Qin Xi, can't do? Can a simple martial arts set of moves stump you?"
Qin Xi burst out laughing, "That's impossible! There is no word like giving up in my dictionary. Time can not only seal away the pain, but also overcome difficulties. It's just a matter of time~"
Gu Chenxing seemed to have expected Qin Xi to say this, and smiled knowingly, "This is the Qin Xi I know. I know that no matter who gives up, you will never give up!"
Qin Xi was stunned, "Then why are you... using... to comfort me?"
"I saw that you have been wilting like an eggplant hit by frost for a whole day. After being stimulated by me, you became even more wilted. Of course, I have to be responsible for encouraging you, even if it's just to make you laugh, it's also good..."
In an instant, countless feelings surged into Qin Xi's heart.
"I rejected you time and time again. Last time, I said such harsh words on the phone, but you still strongly recommended me to the director when I was at my lowest point, always paid attention to me, and comforted me with your pain. I really don't understand, why do I deserve you to be so nice to me?"
Qin Xi suppressed a sob and finally looked directly into Gu Chenxing's eyes.
Gu Chenxing's eyes were bright and deep, and all Qin Xi saw in his eyes was herself.
"You don't understand...your existence itself is the greatest value to me."
"You just need to know that in this relationship between you and me, the initiative is always in your hands. As long as you need me, as long as you want me, I will always be here!"
Qin Xi was silent for a long time, so long that Gu Chenxing habitually thought that Qin Xi would not respond to him. Then Qin Xi spoke, and her tone was more firm than ever before.
"No! The relationship between two people should not be maintained by one person alone..."
Gu Chenxing was shocked. After he suddenly realized what was happening, he was about to speak with unbelievable ecstasy when he was interrupted by Qin Xi.
"But I need some time, two years, give me two years..."