Outrageous! The vicious female supporting character in the book was trapped as a canary

116 Are you going to tell me why I like Xiaoguai?

What follows is Yu Xian's life. Yu Xian may have to spend her entire life to redeem Dang Ning from her previous life, and only Yu Xian can do this.

Yu Xian is Dang Ning, and Dang Ning is also Yu Xian, the same soul.

She knew that only she could save herself.

She had doubted and felt lost, and she had also thought about seeking help from someone who loved her to rely on, but she also knew clearly that no one was better than herself.

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Lawrence was silent for a long time. This dream was so real that it was painful. She didn’t know if it was due to her natural empathy or because what Yu Xian said was too sad?

“Is this your life?”

She was more inclined to believe that this was Yu Xian's split second personality.

Yu Xian looked at the setting sun with her eyes slightly narrowed. The yellow light reflected on her beautiful face. She was quiet and peaceful like a goddess, gentle and indifferent.

Her voice was as calm and peaceful as the feeling she gave people:

"So I got a mental illness because of a dream. This may be a little ridiculous, but I hope you understand that this is real."

"I know the root of my problem. I have severe emotional flashbacks. I despise myself for being cowardly and abandoning myself because of injustice. I understand, but I can't control it."

Lawrence asked, "I see that Mr. Shang and others care about you very much. Have you never tried to open your heart?"

Yu Xian said calmly: "It's not necessary. There is something called the broken window effect in psychology. People's hearts cannot withstand scrutiny."

Lawrence now understood Yu Xian as a person. She was intelligent and sober. He couldn't help but sigh in his heart. The more rational a person is, the harder it is to recover.

"I think you should also know what kind of psychological symptoms you have, right?"

CPTSD is a more serious stress response than post-traumatic stress disorder. If PTSD is a short-term acute condition, then CPTSD is a long-term, chronic, and complex trauma that lasts for decades.

Emotional flashbacks are its most serious and typical symptom.

Whenever I am stimulated, my emotions flash back to the moment of the attack, and I tremble with fear and escape from myself.

This is accompanied by toxic shame and self-abandonment, general suspicion and distrust of others, emotional numbness, inability to express, and passive acceptance.

But Yu Xian's condition is the most special. Everyone has their own unique condition. She is too repressed and too rational, as if she is quietly going crazy. Although she cooperates, it is like a doctor finding it difficult to cure himself. It is too complicated.

Moreover, schizophrenia may also be involved. But why did Yu Xian know the existence of the second personality in the form of a dream and cause Yu Xian to be stressed? This is too complicated and unique in the world.

Lawrence felt the excitement of finding a new and interesting case.

Yu Xian seemed to know what she was thinking: "I don't have schizophrenia."

This was the only explanation she could give. After all, she couldn't just meet someone and say that this was something that happened in her previous life. Even if Lawrence believed in God, he wouldn't believe her. For a normal person who hadn't experienced these things, this was ridiculous. They would definitely think that Dang Ning was her second personality.

Half an hour later, Lawrence stood up and said, "I hope we can cooperate with each other in the future."

Yu Xian hugged her and said, "Thank you."

Lawrence went out and was taken away. When she reached the door, she said to Shang Jin in surprise, "I thought you would ask me about Yu's situation."

Shang Jin stood at the door and explained, "Psychological problems are private. Since she chose a doctor, it means she doesn't want to tell me."

Lawrence smiled and said, "You really gave me a big surprise."

She didn't say who you were referring to specifically.

This was her first time meeting a senior official from China. He had a strong aura, was calm and serious, and gave people a sense of security. He was much more mature than the Eldric and Huo she knew.

Lawrence said instead: "Yu is very transparent but tries very hard to suppress negative emotions. It would be better to let her let go of some of her emotions."

"Okay, thank you."

After Lawrence went out, he got on the car back to the hotel.

She took the phone and said, "Mr. Huo, I didn't expect it wasn't you who met me."

I don't know what was said on the other end, Lawrence smiled and said, "Eldric asked me to come here and paid me. I will experience the Spring Festival here before going back."

Eldric is Bo Nongxian's foreign name, and Lawrence is his psychiatrist. This time, he paid her a generous reward to come to China to treat a girl named Yu in English.

It is said that he is the person Huo Yang likes.

Huo Yang hummed, "It's troublesome."

Lawrence raised an eyebrow, his emerald eyes gleaming with curiosity, "Then why don't you accompany her?"

Huo Yang's face was gloomy. He kept bringing up things that were not relevant. Does this foreigner have no emotional intelligence?

He hung up the phone and kicked Huo Jiu, "When will the plane fly?"

"In half an hour."

Huo Yang wore sunglasses and only a black shirt and suit pants. His 1-meter height gave off an oppressive vibe and gave off a vicious aura that kept strangers away.

His face was sour, but he said one sentence: "I miss her."

Huo Jiu: "Then let's snatch Miss Yu Xian away."

He really couldn't stand his boss being so pretentious for a woman, but he didn't dare to say it.

Just grab it, who cares.

What's the point of competing or not? The slower you go, the more people there will be. Just bring them back to your nest first.

Isn’t the 8-acre garden house in Qishui Garden prepared for Yu Xian?

Huo Yang glanced at him and said, "Where's your brain? She's sick, what if she gets upset again? Also, don't give me any advice. You haven't even had any experience in love. You have the nerve to say it, but I don't dare to listen."

Huo Jiu: “…” Yes, I talked to you.

Yankyo

Fu Sinian sat in the parked car outside Chengming Mansion and watched the doctor leave.

Because of the past few years, he was familiar with psychology and now he figured out that Yu Xian died of cancer in her previous life and even suffered severe bleeding.

People who have died once will be particularly afraid of the coming of death, and that fear will never go away.

She is afraid of blood and illness, and is familiar with cancer knowledge like an insider. She is afraid to give and dare not confide in others. She envies Su Wan for having loving parents, but she is still a senior financial trader.

Fu Sinian didn't dare to think any further. He raised his hands to cover his eyes which were sore and swollen, tilted his head back, and his Adam's apple rolled.

So your previous life was also very hard?

Why did God give you two bad cards? No wonder you scolded me for not knowing how to be satisfied.

Inside the garden separated by a wall

Shang Jin touched Yu Xian's head and said, "You've worked hard. You can tell me about interesting things in the past. Don't think about unhappy things all the time."

Facing the past is the first step to overcoming fear, starting with pleasant memories.

Yu Xian pursed her lips, "I don't want to say it."

"Okay, then I won't tell you."

Yu Xian: "Then can you tell me about yourself?"

Yu Xian rested her head on his lap and let the man sit on the chair and stroke her hair.

"Are you going to tell me why I like Xiaoguai?"

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