Know Yourself in the Dragon World

Chapter 538: Loneliness in the Wind (1)

Lu Mingfei didn't know how he suddenly became so capable that he built an igloo and caught a bunch of fish.

The gunpowder in the bullets was used to make a fire. The fire was very small and it took a long time to cook the fish.

Qiao Weini was lying in the igloo, and her condition quickly improved after Lu Mingfei said "Don't die".

Perhaps because that was his mother, Lu Mingfei was able to unleash these potentials.

He has nothing to rely on now, he has to take care of his mother.

But where should we go in this icy and snowy place? If we count carefully, we have not slept for two days and two nights.

Lu Mingfei didn't dare to sleep at all, worried about the pursuers and the appearance of those hellhounds again.

He was afraid that once he closed his eyes, he would never have the chance to open them again, or when he opened his eyes, his mother would have become a corpse.

"Brother, you should be able to get full marks in your wilderness survival class now." Lu Mingze said behind him.

Lu Mingfei remained unmoved and continued to work on his grilled fish. He had become completely accustomed to Lu Mingze's sudden appearance.

What's more, he didn't have the mood to argue with Lu Mingze now.

"Unhappy?" Lu Mingze sat on the ice and slowly approached Lu Mingfei, "Don't you already know the truth? Why are you still unhappy?"

Lu Mingfei continued to remain silent.

Yes, he has always been wondering what he is, and is troubled by the fact that he is like a monster.

Now that he knows, he is even more unhappy. It would be better if he didn't know.

He couldn't pretend that nothing had happened and that he had heard nothing.

He is just unlucky, not stupid or dumb, nor heartless.

He wanted to say he was tired, but the feeling of regret was even stronger.

He wanted to say that whoever wanted to be the hero could be the hero.

"Brother, you look very tired." Lu Mingze lowered his voice with sympathy.

"What are you doing here?" Lu Mingfei's tone was terribly cold. "Are you planning to take away the last quarter of my life? Am I your vessel, or your tool for revenge?"

"Neither, you are Lu Mingfei." Lu Mingze no longer smiled, he solemnly informed: "As long as you want, you will only be Lu Mingfei, not a holy spirit, and you can't be anyone's tool or weapon. Brother, you can embrace the power, with the power, no one can control you."

"Power?" Lu Mingfei tapped his head. "What can power change? I am just an A-level player now. The way to have power is to turn into a violent monster or become your puppet. What is the meaning of this power? I used this power to kill Old Tang and Fenrir. Before that, I didn't even have any hatred towards them, but I was still thrown into the battlefield and danced like a clown at your instruction."

"Brother, don't think like that."

"Then swear to me that you have never used me!" Lu Mingfei roared.

Lu Mingze laughed bitterly and lost his voice. He had no way to guarantee it.

"But brother, you are a hero, you are hope." Lu Mingze could only say: "You are the only possibility, don't you want to save everyone?"

Lu Mingfei did not answer, but continued to ask: "In this ridiculous savior plan, what am I to you?"

"You are my brother, the holy spirit who was willing to help me kill Herzog many years ago, and the brother to whom I still owe a promise." Lu Mingze said seriously.

“But you said I belong to Lu Mingfei, why must it be me?” Lu Mingfei didn’t understand, “Anyone can be the Holy Spirit, right?”

"I have no choice. This is your father's decision." Lu Mingze said honestly: "If I have to choose, you are indeed not the best. Chu Zihang and Caesar are more suitable to be the savior than you. But there is only one chance. I will not regret it if I choose."

Lu Mingfei suddenly felt extremely powerless, "Is there no way to change it?"

"There's no way to change it. The contract has been signed, so it can only be you. Even if I could change it, I wouldn't want to. People like us who run sales departments really annoy us when we have to change clients at the last minute. We've worked so hard to develop a relationship with this client." Lu Mingze said.

"Tell me about Old Tang and Zero. What happened? I want to know which of the people around me appeared on purpose and which were... accidental encounters." Lu Mingfei said.

He has already opened the door. Since he can't go back, he might as well move forward safely.

Now that some things have been figured out, figure out more.

"Do you really want to hear it?" Lu Mingze said worriedly, "I'm really afraid that after you know everything, you will do something that I can't save you from."

"Listen." Lu Mingfei said affirmatively.

"You already know Zero's identity. I have signed a contract with her. Jiude Mai and Su Enxi are also the people who signed the contract. That's why you can see me. My real condition is very miserable. I am soaked in a jar of mercury and can't move, let alone come thousands of miles to see you and them. This is a kind of spiritual power, you can understand it as my exclusive words." Lu Mingze said.

“Not having a physical body?”

"No, I just use my spirit to influence your spirit. I can't do much, and I don't have any strength myself, but I can borrow your power, and I can also lend you my own authority." Lu Mingze explained: "A kind of sharing, with me as the core. If you don't want to see me, I can't show up."

"Then they..."

"It was my instruction, and the purpose was to keep an eye on you. Su Enxi established the Black Prince Group, just to have someone watching you in your city, to ensure your safety, and to ensure that Ange and his gang don't mess around."

Lu Mingfei found it a little funny, "So you guys have been eyeing me for a long time."

"You can understand it as caring."

"I can't understand this as concern. I live in your script. Before this, I thought I had a choice, but in fact I had no choice at all," said Lu Mingfei.

Lu Mingze shook his head in denial: "No, you always have. At least I gave you the opportunity to choose. It's true that Angers and your father are the leaders, but I am also the leader. Without my cooperation, they can't do anything."

"What if I didn't choose Kassel College?" Lu Mingfei asked.

"I will prepare a nice bride for you, and you can live a normal life peacefully."

"The bride? Who?"

"Su Xiaoqiang."

“Is she also on your watch list?”

"We will all keep an eye on the people around you." Lu Mingze was somewhat helpless: "But my girls have limited abilities. It is still very difficult for the three of them to completely resist the will of the academy. We can only try our best to negotiate the best solution. But you are always indecisive, brother. No matter what, you can't succeed in expressing your feelings in the cinema. As long as you have the idea of ​​going to Kassel, no matter how old you are, no matter what time it is, Angers will welcome you with a smile."

"I... am not determined?" Lu Mingfei asked himself.

The answer is obvious, his loneliness goes with the wind, and he goes wherever the wind blows.

He believed in the wind and regarded this loneliness as a pursuit of freedom.