166 alienation
166 alienation
But she still clicked in, and a familiar figure came into view. Yu Xiaoyao quickly recognized the person in the photo as Lu Jinyan, because she was very familiar with him.
Her face turned pale, she almost couldn't sit on the stool firmly, and fell off the stool, all her bright eyes faded away, and she became gloomy.
The phone slid down the palm of her hand and fell to the ground. The sound was loud in the extremely quiet company, and Yu Xiaoyao leaned against the wall.Why did Cheng Yufei have a photo of Lu Jinyan taking a shower? Are they together?
The hot tears in her eyes kept swirling, she raised her head, stubbornly trying not to let the tears fall, but the tears kept falling to the ground like pearls with broken strings.
Yu Xiaoyao wiped the tears on her face indiscriminately with her hands, not to let herself be so useless, but the tears became more and more ferocious.
Gradually remembering the love words that Lu Jinyan said to her in the past, she now finds it extremely ridiculous. She once thought their love was so beautiful, but now she thinks how unbearable it is.
If it was just a photo of him, she wouldn't care, but that photo was a nude photo of his back, although she didn't want to, but the facts forced her to believe it.
Yu Xiaoyao thought that Lu Jinyan and Cheng Yufei were already together, and it was just an excuse for Lu Jinyan to go abroad to discuss cooperation.
Originally, her life was beautiful, but now her heart was aching, and she felt like something was stuck in her throat, making her unable to breathe.
At that time, she didn't take Cheng Yufei's message that she was abroad, but thinking about it now, "Oh," Yu Xiaoyao sneered, she trusted Lu Jinyan too much, and she deserved everything today.
Yu Xiaoyao laughed secretly in her heart that she was stupid, she was too cooperative when going abroad, but she just wanted to stay away from her, but she still foolishly believed it.
Yu Xiaoyao tried her best to stand up from the ground, her legs softened, and she almost fell to the ground again. She wiped away her tears, but her face was covered with tears.
Yu Xiaoyao stumbled out of the company, looking decadent and lifeless.
The wind at night was very cold, and when a breeze blew, Yu Xiaoyao couldn't help shivering, but her heart was even colder at the moment.
The sky also began to drizzle, and it fell on Yu Xiaoyao's body drop by drop. She smiled, a bitter smile. Sure enough, the sky also understood her mood at the moment.
Suddenly Yu Xiaoyao yelled towards the sky, hoping to vent the pain in her heart, and she really felt better when she yelled.
The passers-by cast strange glances at her one after another, and when they saw her, they all made a detour.
Just like that all the way to the door of the house, she pushed open the door wearily and went straight to the bathroom.
In the bathroom, Yu Xiaoyao allowed the shower to spray her body continuously. She turned on cold water, but she felt that it was not cold at all. Now her heart has become numb.
I don't know how long it took, Yu Xiaoyao walked back to the room exhausted, lay down on the bed, and buried her head under the blanket.
On the other side, Cheng Yufei was surprisingly happy. She had almost guessed Yu Xiaoyao's appearance, and there was a smug smile on the corner of her mouth.
She decided to make a big news, so that the relationship between the two of them was completely broken, and there was no room for redemption.
It is Cheng Yufei's consistent style to do things with absolute certainty.
The phone in her pocket came to mind again, Yu Xiaoyao saw that it belonged to Cheng Yufei again, so she threw the phone aside impatiently.
But the desire in her heart made her unable to look at it again, she still clicked on it, and a row of typing was displayed on the screen of the phone, "Lu Jinyan has never loved you, he has always loved me, you are just because I am not here It’s just a substitute for time.”
After Yu Xiaoyao saw these harsh words, she suddenly collapsed, and now she has completely given up on Lu Jinyan.
The tears that she had managed to stop came pouring out like a flood, Yu Xiaoyao's eyes were a little swollen, and the pupils became even redder.
The nails had already sunk into the flesh, and it was painful, but the blood on the lips was indeed clearly visible.
Yu Xiaoyao originally had a glimmer of hope for Lu Jinyan after only seeing the photos, but now it is like a pot of cold water being poured from beginning to end.
She doesn't dare to do anything now, all the facts are in front of her eyes, so she has to believe that Lu Jinyan and Cheng Yufei are already together.
Yu Xiaoyao held the phone tremblingly, her body was shaking constantly, and the phone might fall from her hands at any time.
Yu Xiaoyao stared blankly at the phone, she wanted to ask Lu Jinyan what was going on.
But she didn't have the courage, she didn't dare to hear Lu Jinyan admit that he and Cheng Yufei were together, so she would suffer ten or a hundred times more than now.
She picked up the pillow beside her, curled up into a ball, weeping silently, her body sobbing from time to time.
Lu Jinyan once regarded Lu Jinyan as the whole world. In Lu Jinyan's eyes, maybe she was just a clown who made him laugh in front of him.The bitterness in my heart spread out, and the depths of my heart were deeply stabbed.
The raindrops outside the window fell on the window, making a ticking sound.
Now her mind is full of images of Lu Jinyan and Cheng Yufei being together, she tells herself not to think about these, but she feels like she is out of control, images of the two of them keep floating in her mind.
On the other hand, Lu Jinyan didn't know anything yet. When he thought of what happened to Cheng Yufei just now, he couldn't help but see a hint of disgust in his eyes.
He only loves one person in his life, and there is only one person who can be her wife, and that is Yu Xiaoyao.
He never bothered to look at other women. In her eyes, there are only two kinds of women, one is unique like Yu Xiaoyao, and the other is coquettish and charming like Cheng Yufei, but in his life, Lu Jinyan only loves the former.
Lying on the bed, Lu Jinyan couldn't help thinking of Yu Xiaoyao, the corners of his mouth slightly curled up, revealing a rare sweet smile.
He immediately made a call, and now he couldn't wait to hear Yu Xiaoyao's voice, if it wasn't for work, he would not be willing to separate from Yu Xiaoyao for a moment.
In Lu Jinyan's heart, he felt separated from her, and time became very slow, every minute was as long as an hour.
Yu Xiaoyao was crying with a headache, completely immersed in her own world.
The phone rang uncomfortably again, breaking Yu Xiaoyao's thoughts and pulling her back to reality, she picked up the phone weakly.Seeing Lu Jinyan's name on the screen, my heart trembled, and the hand holding the phone couldn't help shaking.
Yu Xiaoyao pursed her lips tightly. It turned out that he still had time to call her at this time. There was a wall in her heart, blocking her heart, and she panicked.
She was hesitant to answer the phone, but the phone rang one after another, Yu Xiaoyao's expression became dazed.
Lu Jinyan on the other end of the phone is a little strange, why hasn't Yu Xiaoyao answered his call for so long, what are you doing?
Yu Xiaoyao gritted her teeth, her brows were already frowned, she answered the phone feebly, without a trace of blood on her face.
She didn't know why she took it, she clearly told herself not to take it, but she took it consciously.
"I don't think so." Lu Jinyan's tone became a little excited when she saw the call was connected. Now she couldn't wait to hear Yu Xiaoyao's voice.
Every time as long as she is by his side, all his troubles can be forgotten.
Hearing Lu Jinyan's words, her lips moved slightly. Now she felt that Lu Jinyan was hypocritical. Since he was already with Cheng Yufei, why did he still come to her? He wanted to embarrass her, but he did. .
"Yeah." Yu Xiaoyao responded in vain. In fact, she had a lot of things to say in her heart, but all the emotions poured into her heart, and the words were all stuck in her throat, and she couldn't say them.
"You don't know how much I miss you, I miss you every moment I leave you."
Lu Jinyan didn't realize that something was wrong with Yu Xiaoyao, but thought she was shy, and still spit out his love words.The smile at the corner of the mouth deepened, reaching the bottom of the eyes, and the eyebrows were beating slightly.
Lu Jinyan's sweet words came from the other end of the phone, but Yu Xiaoyao's ears were extremely dazzling. If it was the past, she would feel happy, but now...
The bitterness in her heart became stronger, the corners of her mouth moved, she didn't know whether she should cry or laugh now, Lu Jinyan still played her like a fool.
"En." Yu Xiaoyao still only responded softly.She doesn't know how to face Lu Jinyan now.
Lu Jinyan also felt something was wrong, usually Yu Xiaoyao would not be so indifferent to him, and the smile on his face gradually faded a lot, "What's wrong with you?" Lu Jinyan asked worriedly.
"No." Yu Xiaoyao just said a word lightly, but the emotions in her eyes became more and more complicated.In her eyes, Lu Jinyan's concern now is nothing but hypocrisy, and she is deeply disappointed in Lu Jinyan from the bottom of her heart.
"Really?" Lu Jinyan didn't believe Yu Xiaoyao's tone, but he didn't expose it. He knew that Yu Xiaoyao would tell him what she wanted to tell him, and if she didn't want to tell her, it was useless to ask.
"I want to rest." Yu Xiaoyao said calmly, but her heart was turbulent. She was afraid that if Lu Jinyan continued to speak, she might really collapse.
"Good night, I'll be back in a few days." Lu Jinyan just thought that Yu Xiaoyao was too tired, so he asked her to take a good rest first.
Yu Xiaoyao hung up the phone and shed tears again. Today was the most she cried in a long time.
Yu Xiaoyao lay on the bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, thinking about what Lu Jinyan said just now, he seemed like a normal person, Yu Xiaoyao despised Lu Jinyan in her heart.
Looking at the ceiling, she felt that everything that happened today was the same as getting in a car, which made it hard for her to accept it all at once.
Yu Xiaoyao left her room and came to Yu Zixuan's room.
Slowly opened the door and walked in, looked down at his son Yu Zixuan, he was sleeping soundly, maybe this son of his was his only sustenance in life.
She touched Yu Zixuan's head slowly, only to see Yu Zixuan turned over, sleeping still so cute.
At night, Yu Xiaoyao sat alone silently, she was thinking maybe Lu Jinyan didn't know how important he was to her, even though Yu Xiaoyao owned a big company.
She took the position of president, but she knew that she looked strong and brave on the surface, but she was also a woman after all, after all, she had a failed marriage once.
She also has a fragile and vulnerable side in her heart, but Lu Jinyan is her own weakness. She never thought that the person she cared about would betray her.
But why didn't Lu Jinyan say it directly, and kept deceiving himself like this, there is no impenetrable wall in the world, and he will know everything Lu Jinyan has done sooner or later.
Yu Xiaoyao didn't want to accept all this at all, but Cheng Yufei's video was like this, and the evidence was in front of her eyes, so she had to believe that Lu Jinyan was with Cheng Yufei.
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