sbdcsierra Chapter 311 310 "Let's do it like this."
Chapter 311 310 "Let's do it like this."
Chapter 311 310. "We... let's do it."
When Xinling said "Brother Qin Yu, go and comfort her", Qin Yu knew that Xinling had finally given in and she was willing to live in peace with Ji Nuolan.
Qin Yu finally waited for the words he wanted in his plan, but it's a pity that now, he doesn't feel happy in his heart.
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Qin Yu asked Xinling to rest directly at his place tonight, while Qin Yu himself went to 3604 with two documents.
04:30am.
The sky was hazy.
The living room of suite 3604 has been ruined by Ji Nuolan. Overturned chairs, broken plates, cups, scattered bouquets, books discarded wantonly... 3604 has become a ruin, just like Ji Nuolan life is the same.
This is a photo of the scene.
Ji Nuolan sat down in the ruins with disheveled hair and drank, her eyes dimmed with drunkenness.
Qin Yu stood on the balcony of 3604 and finished smoking a cigarette before pushing open the balcony door and walking in.
"You are not allowed to come over!"
Ji Nuolan didn't want to see Qin Yu again.
But Qin Yu ignored it.
Ji Nuolan started throwing things at Qin Yu.
Dolls, books, photo frames, wine glasses...
Ji Nuolan's aim was pretty bad, and the wine glass just hit Qin Yu.
Qin Yu finally passed through the war-torn area and came to Ji Nuolan. Qin Yu also followed Ji Nuolan's example and sat down on the ground.
A man and a woman sitting in the ruins are just like their lives.
"Why are you still looking for me? Are you watching my joke..."
Ji Nuolan pulled Qin Yu's arm, cried and bit, finally tired of crying, and leaned on Qin Yu's shoulder again.
"Stop crying, crying is ugly and ugly."
Qin Yu wiped away Ji Nuolan's tears and snot.
"You don't care about me, I can't have a baby and I'm not allowed to cry?" Ji Nuolan murmured blankly.
"Who said you can't have a baby?"
"We tried so many times, but I didn't get pregnant. If I have children, I can threaten you to sever ties with them, and we can go back to the past."
Ji Nuolan whispered her original plan.
"Here, take a look."
Qin Yu handed Ji Nuolan a document.
It was Ji Nuolan's physical examination report that he had hidden for a long time.
He didn't show it to Ji Nuolan before, because Qin Yu wasn't sure what kind of crazy move Ji Nuolan would make when he heard the news without any precautions.
Ji Nuolan took the document tremblingly.
Ten lines at a glance.
The final conclusion of the inspection report only said that she was probably infertile.
In the eyes of doctors, Xinling and others, the word [big probability] can basically be regarded as a death sentence for Ji Nuolan by medicine. It's just the road.
But these words were different in the eyes of Ji Nuolan, who was already desperate, and some hope was ignited in her eyes.
"...I haven't thought about how to tell you this news before. You blame me, but I don't blame you. After all, you are right. I ruined your life. Why did you still talk to you that night when you were divorced?" Fuck the sheets; don't be discouraged, you have to be confident, since I found out about this, I have basically cooked soup for you every week, all of which are high-quality Chinese medicinal materials and ingredients, and they are always useful."
Qin Yu explained the matter in a calm tone.
But what made Ji Nuolan feel wrong was that what Qin Yu said was "you must have confidence" instead of "we must have confidence".
Qin Yu seemed to be cutting her off.
Ji Nuolan is also a slut, she had already given up on it, but when she saw this report and knew that she might still be pregnant, she was a little bit reluctant to part with Qin Yu.
The 12 years of grievances and entanglements, after all, made them both still spare their hearts and continue to love each other.
Ji Nuolan's lips opened and closed, she wanted to make up a few words, for example, it wasn't you, Qin Yu, who ruined my life, and I invited you to have sex that night.
But it was stopped by Qin Yu.
Qin Yu said let him finish speaking.
"Look at this too."
Qin Yu handed another document to Ji Nuolan.
That document was a cooperation agreement signed by Himalaya Audio Platform Company and Shanghai TV Station on the collective entry of Shanghai TV programs on the Himalaya Audio Platform.
Ji Nuolan was flipping through the documents, her face becoming more and more surprised and bright.
Qin Yu began to talk calmly:
"I originally planned to give you a surprise. According to the cooperation agreement, you will know about it tomorrow. At that time, you will be the person in charge of Modu Radio and the representative responsible for contacting our company. I was thinking about it. How will you feel when you find out that the audio platform is my company.
Heh, I thought things were too simple. In my original plan, I founded the Himalaya Audio Platform Company. One is to comfort you. I am afraid that you will be too sad when you know that you are infertile. So I thought of starting this company to divert your energy;
The second is to accompany you to fight against this era when radio stations are left behind. I know that you love the radio broadcasting industry deeply. After all, you used to be a strong woman who could not have a family if you had a career, huh. "
Qin Yu smiled emotionally.
"I...I didn't." Ji Nuolan quibbled in her hoarse voice.
"You have." Qin Yu looked straight into Ji Nuolan's eyes.
Ji Nuolan looked at him for a while, but was still defeated.
Because Qin Yu was right, the former she was indeed a woman who had a career but could not have a family.
"Ximalaya has 1000 million active users at the beginning of a month after its launch. After half a year of development, the platform now has almost 5000 million active users."
Qin Yu put the ugly words in front of him: "But don't be too happy too soon. No one can be 100% sure whether the online audio platform is the medicine to save the fallen radio stations."
Qin Yu took out another cigarette and began to puff.
I don't know when, when Ji Nuolan saw Qin Yu smoking, she was indifferent, but at this moment, she has regained some of her former glory - she snatched the cigarette from Qin Yu's mouth.
"I must blame you for not being able to conceive a child in the end."
Qin Yu was not annoyed at being robbed of his cigarettes.
"All of us are looking forward to the return of the bright and splendid first lady of Shanghai Radio Station.
In my original plan, I would use Himalaya as a company to impress you. I hope you will stay by my side for the sake of me accompanying you against the era when the radio station is falling behind.
You have got full marks in my heart, you stand in my eyes, you represent all my youth and love, you have not only trapped me for ten years, until now, I do not deny that I still love you .
I thought that no matter what you become, no matter whether you can have children or not, I still want you to stay by my side. I thought that if you are bright, I will go to the light, and if you are dark, I will go to the dark. Just because you are Ji Nuolan, it's time to get full marks from the moon in my heart.
Ji Nuolan, you have to live a good life in the future. Work is very important, but life is equally important. "
The long monologue ends with an exhortation.
Qin Yu told Ji Nuolan this sentence more than once in those ten years.
At that time, she didn't listen to it, and she didn't know if she could listen to it this time.
"Qin Yu, what do you mean?"
Ji Nuolan, who had already burst into tears, grabbed Qin Yu's arm.
Hearing this, Qin Yu grinned in relief, his teeth were white and his eyes were red.
"Let's just leave it at that."
When she was at the entrance of the film and television base last year, she said that those ten years were not worth it after all; and just now she also said that it was him, Qin Yu, who ruined her life.
Ji Nuolan is right. She is different from him, Qin Yu. She is not an orphan who lacks love. Even if she can't have children, there will still be a lot of people willing to love her. She doesn't need Qin Yu. A compassionate, lofty love.
After thinking about this, Qin Yu finally felt relieved.
He does still love Ji Nuolan, but fortunately, he can restrain this love now.
The big deal is that from now on, he will stop looking up at the moon.
"Jinuolan, you are right, we should not continue to restrain each other in the name of love, especially such a twisted and suffocating love.
Tomorrow, Xinling and I will move out.Ji Nuolan, you have to be good. "
Qin Yu wiped away Ji Nuolan's tears at the end.
"Don't cry, it's really ugly."
Qin Yu stood up and finally made up his mind.
The 12 years of grievances and grievances made him heartbroken. In the end, he chose the cinnabar mole. He had shed enough tears for Bai Yueguang.
But at the last moment when Qin Yu was about to step out of the balcony door, Ji Nuolan, who was so emotional that he lost his voice, finally shouted: "Stop...stop!!!!
"You... you are not allowed to go, you are not allowed to go!"
Ji Nuolan stumbled over and hugged Qin Yu.
She hugged him and cried until her voice became hoarse.
As much as she hated Qin Yu just now, she loves Qin Yu as much. It's only because the meeting was so beautiful at the beginning that the resentment was so deep later.
But what right does Ji Nuolan have to hate Qin Yu?From an objective point of view, when things have developed to this point, which one was not done by her, Ji Nuolan?
In the past ten years, Ji Nuolan was obviously busy with work, but she was afraid that Qin Yu would mess around at home, so she often reprimanded Xinling face to face and prevented Xinling from entering her house;
She was also the one who made the request to have sex last year;
Later, she was pregnant with a child, but she didn't intend to tell Qin Yu. After knowing that she was pregnant, she insisted on going to work the night shift to help Zeng Xiaoxian perform "Your Moon, My Heart"...
One by one, she, Ji Nuolan, made her own decisions.
On the contrary, Qin Yu has already done what he can do to the extreme—divorce when he can't bear it anymore; to passively accept the fact that his child is gone; to create an audio platform for Ji Nuolan, and accompany her to fight against this radio broadcast. era.
"...you are not allowed to go."
This sentence was the only thing left in Ji Nuolan's mouth.
Qin Yu broke away from Ji Nuolan's hand that was holding him, and looked back at her.
"Ji Nuolan, you fucking..."
Before Qin Yu finished speaking, he passed out in Ji Nuolan's arms.
On Qin Yu's forehead, there was blood flowing from the wine glass thrown by Ji Nuolan just now.
Not long after the exhausting work + violent emotional ups and downs + sleepless night + blood loss, Qin Yu, a strong and capable man, finally passed out in Ji Nuolan's arms.
After 11 years, the two of them saw blood again, but the last time it was Ji Nuolan's, this time it was Qin Yu's.
(End of this chapter)