Reborn back to college to have a love affair

Chapter 114 I Want to Break Up

Jiang Shao has never been so angry with Xia Qing since they got together.

He hasn't looked happy for three days in a row.

Every time I’m at home, I feel depressed in the same space.

Xia Qing knew that it was her rejection that made him angry. They had been together for so long, and it seemed that he would indulge her. However, Xia Qing was really resistant to this issue.

She felt anxious at the thought of going to a strange city.

Sometimes she thought about just going along with him and going back with him.

However, I still resist and am even afraid in my dreams.

She didn't know what to fear.

Xia Qing's mood was up and down, and the cold war between the two of them slowly eroded people's patience and friendship.

Every time she returned home, Xia Qing would prepare dinner and wait for Jiang Shao to come back.

But Jiang Shao came back later and later.

She knew that he didn't want to see her because there was an irreconcilable conflict between the two of them. Every time Jiang Shao came back, Xia Qing wanted to please him in other ways, but Jiang Shao didn't accept it, as if to express his unchanging demands.

However, Xia Qing never mentioned what Jiang Shao wanted her to say.

Gradually, Jiang Shao's patience ran out, and he didn't even give Xia Qing a chance to please or coax him.

Xia Qing was very sad.

The relationship between the two reached a freezing point.

She understood that Jiang Shao also had his own troubles. Not to mention work, he had received countless calls from his mother urging him to do something.

She felt that the matter was stuck in a deadlock and could not be untied.

Neither she nor he had a good solution.

Just so frozen.

However, I'm afraid no one wants this kind of relationship and this kind of atmosphere.

The longer it goes on, the more irritated I feel.

I felt like I was stuck in a swamp of anxiety and depression, and no matter how hard I struggled I couldn't get out, and it was only getting worse.

Xia Qing felt that this couldn't go on. She tried to talk to Jiang Shao several times, but it seemed that there was nothing else to say except going back with him, because Jiang Shao couldn't accept any other answer.

Now, when Jiang Shao is around, he comes back late to avoid her.

I couldn't stay at home for a few days before I went on a business trip again.

When I'm on a business trip, I have less phone calls.

It seemed like he was silently protesting to Xia Qing.

Protesting her lack of consideration and consideration for him.

In fact, Xia Qing sometimes thought that most of the time, Jiang Shao would follow Xia Qing's opinions.

He supports whatever Xia Qing wants to do.

It was rare that Jiang Shao needed her support, but she always refused.

Maybe Jiang Shao was thinking that Xia Qing didn't love him as much as he loved her.

Xia Qing often thought that she was ultimately selfish in this relationship, caring only about her own feelings and not about the difficulties her partner was facing.

After thinking about it over and over for a long time, Xia Qing was uncertain about the future, but she thought she might as well give it a try.

Be brave, maybe the result won't be so bad.

This night.

Xia Qing didn't sleep.

She sat in the living room waiting for Jiang Shao to come back.

Waited for a long, long time.

Finally, the sound of the door opening was heard.

Jiang Shao was also shocked.

He originally thought that Xia Qing should be asleep before he came back.

During this period, due to the depressing atmosphere between the two of them, Jiang Shao chose not to meet each other as much as possible, because he didn't know what to say if they met.

So during this period of time, he slept in the living room and Xia Qing slept in the bedroom.

Funny enough, this was the first time the two had met in such a long time.

Awkwardness filled the air between the two serious-looking men.

Xia Qing said, "Jiang Shao, let's talk more."

"Hmm~"

"Jiang Shao, I promised to go back to your hometown with you. You were always considerate of me before, but now I realize that I really haven't put myself in your shoes and thought about your difficulties.

I may be a little selfish. In the past, you always took care of me and agreed with me in everything.

I guess I've been spoiled by you."

Xia Qing smiled and continued, "It's not that I don't love you, it's just that I didn't think it through before. I've always been afraid of going to a strange city where I don't have my family and friends. I'm afraid of being lonely and wronged."

"But, with you here, as long as you still love me, you won't let me suffer any injustice, right? I was wrong before and got stuck in a dead end.

Now I've figured it out, I'm willing to go back to my hometown with you to explore and fight."

"Please don't be angry, okay? Don't be unhappy, okay? Let's work hard together, and everything will be fine in the future."

As Xia Qing spoke, she slowly comforted herself.

Isn’t it just going to a strange city?

What's so scary? She has lived independently for many years.

She is not alone, Jiang Shao is with her.

There is always a process from unfamiliar to familiar.

After Xia Qing had come to terms with it and confided these words to Jiang Shao, the stone that had been weighing on her heart finally fell to the ground. She breathed a sigh of relief, smiled, and looked at Jiang Shao with hope.

Jiang Shao remained silent for a long time.

He kept his head down.

He was in a tense state from the moment Xia Qing started talking.

Until Xia Qing finished speaking and looked at him, his hands were clenched so tightly that the veins were exposed.

It seems like he is enduring something.

Xia Qing didn't understand.

She thought he would be happy after she said this.

However, it seems that it is not what she thought.

Confused, she leaned over and gently placed her hands on his.

"Jiang Shao, what's wrong with you?" Xia Qing asked him softly, with concern and worry.

For a while.

Jiang Shao looked up at her, his eyes were red and his voice was very hoarse.

"Xia Qing, let's break up!"

Xia Qing felt that she was hallucinating. She seemed to hear something she was not sure about.

I stood there for a long time, unable to recover.

Her heart was beating fast and her voice was a little unsteady.

"Jiang Shao, I didn't quite understand what you just said."

Jiang Shao felt uncomfortable seeing her like this, but he still repeated it with determination.

"Xia Qing, let's break up."

This time Xia Qing finally heard clearly that Jiang Shao had broken up with her. Over the years, she had broken up with him twice, but he had never mentioned it to her.

Is it because I didn’t promise him to go back before?

"Why? I agreed to go back with you~" Xia Qing's voice was choked with sobs.

After all, they are two people who loved each other.

Jiang Shao also felt uncomfortable in this situation.

"Qingqing, some things aren't as simple as you think. I've thought about this for a long time. I know you don't want to go back, you really don't want to."

"I understand. After all, you feel insecure away from home. I used to think I could give you absolute security, but when I think about it, I don't have a specific idea of what I can do. Maybe I'm not mature enough yet."

"I'm afraid I've let you down."

Jiang Shao finished speaking these words with difficulty.

Xia Qing was a little flustered: "I went back with you voluntarily. You did a great job. I always felt that you gave me security. I feel at ease when I am with you..." She didn't know how to make him believe her.

"Jiang Shao, what's wrong with you? Let's go back together. I'm willing to go back with you."

"Maybe one day you will regret it, and then you will blame me and think that if only you hadn't gone back..."

"How could that be? Besides, no one can predict what will happen in the future. Let's live in the present. I won't regret my choice." Xia Qing wanted to hold Jiang Shao's hand, but the hands that once hugged her tightly were now clenched into fists and no longer responded to her.

After saying so much, I finally heard Jiang Shao say, "I want to break up!"

Xia Qing slowly withdrew her hand from his fist.