Flowers bloom without worries

Chapter 114: Resolving Misunderstandings (2)

"I thought you wouldn't know. I thought that as long as we found a cure for the coma and gave it to Ye Jinxiu, we would still be ourselves and our feelings would remain the same."

"However, I don't know what happened to you. You began to distance yourself from me. Every day I prepared delicious food and went to the imperial study or your bedroom to look for you, but you always avoided me."

"It was not until I heard her say so that I knew the name Jin'er."

"At first, I couldn't believe it. I didn't believe you would fall in love with someone else. It wasn't until I saw with my own eyes how close you were to her that I suddenly understood. It turns out that even if you love each other very much, your feelings will fade over time. At that time, I often thought to myself, you are the emperor, the ruler of a country, you have three palaces and six courtyards, and three thousand beauties. Isn't this a normal thing? Why should I worry about it?"

"Even though you treat me so cruelly, my love for you remains the same."

"I have no feelings for you, but you took the medical book to save the person you loved in the past, and even went to see him secretly. Have you ever considered my feelings? I can tolerate your not loving me, and I can also try my best to move you and make you fall in love with me gradually, but I cannot accept your betrayal and deception. You could have told me, and I would have helped you with all my strength, but you chose the most stupid way. If we could have been honest with each other at the beginning, we wouldn't have come to the point where we are disgusted with each other now."

"You'er, have you never loved me?"

"Chu Han, today, I will tell you everything, so that we won't have any misunderstandings anymore."

"Okay, you go ahead and tell me."

"I admit that Ye Chen's appearance made me determined to marry him in this life. I thought that his appearance would save me from the abyss. However, he left when I was devoted to him. He disappeared without a word of explanation."

"My father told me that Ye Chen was the one he had found in order to make me fall in love with him and then be abandoned by him, so that I could experience the feeling of being hurt and abandoned by the one I love. At that time, I felt that I might never be able to trust anyone again in this life. I hated my father and I also hated Ye Chen. After returning to the Ye Mansion, I was reluctant to step out of the room until I met you again, and I was panicked. I thought we would never see each other again in this life, but fate played tricks on us and it was like this."

"I deeply understand that there is no possibility of any good fruit between you and me. So, I had to pretend to be a stranger who knew nothing about you, but you never let go. Just then, my father found me and told me that he would marry me to you. However, at that time, I was still thinking about Ye Chen in my heart, so how could I willingly commit myself to you? So, I rejected my father without hesitation."

"To this day, I still remember clearly the day when my father took me to visit someone. Then, my father told me in person that Ye Chen had passed away. When I heard the news, I simply couldn't believe it, and my heart was filled with pain and despair. But then, when I saw Ye Chen's corpse with my own eyes and saw the token of love I gave him hanging on his body, all my hopes were shattered in an instant, as if the whole world was collapsing at this moment."

"I just couldn't bear the fact that he had passed away, and I couldn't go against my heart and marry you, so I resolutely decided to end my life. But unexpectedly, my father pulled me back from the brink of death. For a long time after that, I always locked myself in the room alone, thinking hard for a long time, and Brother Ali also talked to me a lot from the bottom of his heart. After all, the dead can never come back to life, so why should I worry about the past?"

People always have to move on from the past and face a new life, right?