sbdcsierra Chapter 202: Loving is too tiring, she doesn’t want to love anymore
Chapter 202: Loving is too tiring, she doesn’t want to love anymore
When the carriage returned to the palace, Yu Jiuer had cried enough. She lay on Jun Mo's chest sobbing, and was stunned and lost in thought.
The less she spoke, the more frightened Jun Mo became.
Facing Yu Jiuer, his extremely smart mind was in a mess. He kept whispering in her ear: "Jiuer, don't be like this. I won't let any of them disturb you or hurt you. Don't ignore me!"
Yu Jiuer still didn't say anything, Jun Mo picked her up and was about to get out of the car.
"Don't hug me! Otherwise, someone in the dark might see us and think I'm your weakness. I don't want to be assassinated for no reason!" Yu Jiuer's hoarse voice sounded, and she made up an excuse not to let him follow her back to the room.
Jun Mo gazed at her affectionately and said softly, "I carried you back to the palace last night, and those who peeped in the dark have already known how much I care about you;
Today in the Imperial Study, I argued with my father again and asked him to make you his principal wife. Now everyone knows that I have a special liking for Yu Jiuer!
There is no need to hide it anymore, I will protect you at the cost of my life!"
Yu Jiuer sighed and could only let him manipulate her like a puppet.
Entering the room, Yu Jiuer struggled to get out of his arms and pushed him out with her backhand: "Go out, I want to be alone!"
"This is my room!" Jun Mo's face was full of grievance, and he stood still.
He felt very uneasy and just wanted to hold her to sleep.
Yu Jiuer became a scoundrel and choked up, "Who told you to carry me in? I'm too lazy to go back to Xilan Courtyard. This room belongs to me tonight! Get out!"
Jun Mo was afraid that she would start crying again, so he had to step back out of the door, his eyes lingering on her pale face.
It was not until the door was ruthlessly closed that his lingering gaze was cut off.
In the room, Yu Jiuer was lying behind the door crying silently, while Jun Mo was standing outside the door in a daze.
Until the second half of the night, Yu Jiuer curled up on the ground, hugging her knees, in a daze.
Jun Mo sighed and turned to go about his official duties. Only through his official duties could he soothe his helpless heart.
Yu Jiuer was sitting on the ground drowsy. She was woken up by the cold at daybreak and fell asleep on the bed.
She slept very uneasily. She dreamed that Rong Wan'er and Song Wanqing proudly monopolized Jun Mo, and Lin Siyu laughed at her triumphantly.
Then, she dreamed that she turned into Sun Wukong, holding the golden cudgel and fighting monsters all day long. After killing one, another came, and he could never finish fighting and fell into an infinite loop.
She thought she might be sick because she felt like her soul was leaving her body and floating in the air.
She saw Jun Mo yelling at the doctors on the ground: "It's been three days and three nights, why can't she wake up? Didn't you say it was just a cold? How could a person with a cold be unconscious for so long that he can't be woken up even if you shout at him?"
"Your Highness, please calm down! Concubine Yu's pulse is stable. It is indeed the pulse of an ordinary cold. Maybe she is too tired and doesn't want to wake up!"
Several doctors kept kowtowed to protect her: "Concubine Yu is really fine!"
"roll!"
Jun Mo turned around and held Yu Jiuer's hand, put it in his mouth and kept kissing it, his eyes full of sorrow: "Jiuer, can you hear me? You can't be so selfish and abandon me! I'm sorry! As long as you come back, I will agree to anything you want!
"Let's leave everything behind and find a deserted place to live like a couple in heaven, okay? Please wake up! Please!"
His voice was trembling and desperate, fearing that Yu Jiuer would abandon him and travel back in time.
Yu Jiuer wanted to make a sound, but found that she couldn't utter a word.
Fool, you, a prince with an important responsibility, actually want to elope with me, a soul from another world?
You are responsible to your mother clan and all the people in the world, and I am responsible to the people of Yinshan. We both have unshirkable responsibilities and obligations. We also have two lovely children. How can we be selfish and abandon everything?
I'm afraid we will never be able to escape from the emperor's clutches in this lifetime!
Then, Yu Jiuer felt that she was rising higher and higher, as if she would leave at any time.
She felt panicky inside, wondering if she was going to travel back to the modern era?
No! She already had a family, children, and a man who loved her in ancient times. She didn’t want to give up!
Even if she has to share this man with other women, she can still have him occasionally. It's better than having no one to love and care for him in modern times!
In the face of life and death, those who are jealous seem particularly foolish!
Oh God, please don't let me go back to the modern era!
She struggled hard, but only felt an endless sense of powerlessness in her heart.
"Jiu'er——" Jun Mo seemed to realize that Yu Jiu'er was going to stay away from him, and burst into tears: "Jiu'er, don't leave me! Please! Please! Come back soon——"
She didn't know whether it was because Jun Mo's tears dripping on her arm burned her heart, or because her sincere prayers took effect, but Yu Jiuer felt that she suddenly regained consciousness. Jun Mo held her hand so tightly that it hurt her.
"It hurts!" A weak voice came out of Yu Jiuer's mouth. Jun Mo was stunned with tears on his face, staring at Yu Jiuer's face.
Seeing that Yu Jiuer's mouth was indeed moving, he hurriedly put his ear close to listen.
"Jiu'er, is it you who's talking? You're back, right?"
Yu Jiuer's eyelashes flickered and she tried her best to open her eyes.
Jun Mo cried with joy: "That's great! Jiuer, thank you, thank you for waking up!"
He kept kissing her face, and Yu Jiuer's eyes suddenly became hot and tears rolled down.
The great Prince Jing may not have shed tears for a long time.
He didn't cry when he was stabbed by the enemy, he didn't cry when his brother fought for him, and he didn't cry when his uncle sacrificed himself for him. But now he cried because he was afraid of losing her. How could she not be moved?
There are too many helpless realities that force them to do things against their will.
Love is too tiring, she doesn’t want to love anymore!
"Don't cry, don't cry! It's my fault!" Jun Mo, who had lost and recovered her, smiled foolishly and kissed her non-stop.
Yu Jiuer lay in bed for another day before her body finally recovered.
During this period, Jun Mo stayed awake and never left!
Yu Jiuer felt distressed and advised him again: "Your Highness, you haven't slept for several days and nights. Go to sleep for a while! I'm really fine!"
This is what she said several times after she woke up.
"If you let me go to bed and hold you in my arms to sleep, I will sleep!" Jun Mo still used this sentence to stop her.
For the sake of the child, Yu Jiuer sighed and finally compromised: "Then come up!"
Jun Mo crawled into Yu Jiuer's bed, held her in his arms, breathed a sigh of relief, and fell asleep in a moment.
Yu Jiuer looked up at his tired handsome face, her hands wandering back and forth over his stunning facial features. The more she touched, the more addicted she became, and she was reluctant to let go.
Finally, she hardened her heart, clenched her fists and pressed them against his chest, trying to push him away, but he held her too tightly and she couldn't push him away at all.
"Forget it, I'll hold you for one more night!" Yu Jiuer muttered in her heart. She has decided to take back her heart and focus on making money and strive for her ideals in the future.
Being a man is not everything in life!
She is an independent woman with modern ideas, so she just doesn't believe it. Can't she live without him?
Thinking of this, she felt like she was alive again.
The next day.
Jun Mo, who was well slept, opened his eyes and saw Yu Jiuer quietly nestling in his arms. He was finally satisfied.
Yu Jiuer feels very good today and can get out of bed to stretch her muscles.
Jun Mo put aside his official duties to accompany her for the past four days, and Wei Zheng came to urge him several times.
He decided to go out only after seeing that Yu Jiuer was in good spirits.
"You all serve well! If the queen feels unwell, please call the palace doctor immediately and send someone to inform me!" Only after giving instructions to Luxiu and the others did Jun Mo feel at ease to leave the palace.
Not long after he left, Eunuch Cao came with the Emperor's oral instructions to warn Yu Jiuer, "Concubine Yu, the Emperor does not want any quarrels with the young grandson, and he has agreed that you and the other three concubines will marry Prince Jing next month.
I hope you can repay the kindness, put away your jealousy, and serve Prince Jing harmoniously with your sisters. Otherwise, the emperor doesn't mind leaving the mother behind and keeping the son! You take care of yourself!"
"Don't worry, eunuch! Please tell the emperor that I will obey his command!"
A man of insight is a wise man. If the emperor wants to crush her, it would be as easy as crushing an ant. She is not stupid, so of course she will not confront him head-on.
After Eunuch Cao left, Yu Jiuer, who had figured everything out, became full of energy and fighting spirit.
The never-give-up self is back.
She called housekeeper Feng and said, "The servants in the mansion don't need to be 'Qingyu' anymore. I have found more suitable people to take over. You call them all over. I want to clear out the useless people in the mansion and save money for the palace!"
The palace is about to welcome three other mistresses. She must have been crazy to keep so many people to serve them.
Everything that needs to be cleaned has been cleaned up, and the ears will also be clean.