sbdcsierra Chapter 170 I Have a Secret That I Never Said
Chapter 170 I Have a Secret That I Never Said
Before dawn, Song Beiyu was startled.
Opening his eyes, the night light was still shining, he reached out and handed the book in his arms to Song Beiye:
"Brother, I had a dream. I dreamed that I was back in the elementary school class. I didn't know how to do the questions on the test paper. After thinking about it, I realized that it was the ending rewritten by my sister-in-law. I haven't finished reading it yet."
"Can you read it to me? After listening to it, I finished the test paper and dreamed back to the world. I can't hand in a blank paper, right?"
Just these few words, Song Beiyu felt exhausted.
Song Beiye choked with sobs:
"Okay, brother will read to you."
Afraid that the story would be too long and he wouldn't be able to stick to the ending, Song Beiyu pointed to the end of the book:
"Sister-in-law said that the ending has been rewritten, I want to hear it."
Song Beiye turned to the end:
"Then I'll start reading from the last chapter."
Song Beiyu nodded and closed his eyes, as if he saw Tang Li writing at his desk.
A smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
With the cool wind blowing his dream, he lifted the blanket covering his body to his chest, his eyes were so tired that he didn't even have the strength to open them.
Four thirty-three in the morning.
The light of the night light suddenly went out.
Only the light used by Song Beiye to illuminate the book is left, lonely to illuminate the last sentence of the finale:
"You have to believe that someone will come back for you after going through a thousand sails. No matter how good the world is, it will never be as good as you."
Close the book.
Song Beiye was already in tears.
He reached out his hand to cover the blanket that had slipped off Song Beiyu's chest, but found that his heart had already stopped heaving.
Resisting the great grief in his heart, Song Beiye got up and said to Tang Li and others:
"He's asleep, thank you tonight."
After bowing, Song Beiye bent down and picked up his younger brother, who was as light as a child, and walked towards the commercial vehicle parked by the side of the road.
Tang Li chased her for two steps, but Song Beiye didn't look back, and said to her:
"Send you off for thousands of miles, and we must say goodbye at the end. Let's all go back and sleep well. When the sun rises, we will meet again."
Until Song Beiye got on the bus.
Huo Sitang sobbed and asked:
"Did he really just fall asleep?"
Tang Li put his arms around her shoulders, and comforted him: "In a person's life, there are three deaths, and he just passed the first time ahead of us."
Huo Chenyu patted her head:
"Come on, go back to sleep."
David Eagleman writes in The List of Life:
A person has to die three times in his life.
For the first time, when your heart stops and your breath dies, you are declared biologically dead;
The second time, when you were buried, people attended your funeral in black, and they announced that you no longer existed in this society, and you left quietly;
The third death is the last person in this world who remembers you and forgets you, so you really die.
The whole universe will no longer be about you.
This is Tang Li's first close encounter with death.
When her parents died, she only said goodbye to the ashes and never saw them for the last time.
This night, she lived in the villa in the south of the city.
Stay up until dawn.
"Hey, squint for a while, I'll make you breakfast."
Huo Chenyu stayed with her until the sun rose.
Soon, there was noise in the kitchen.
Tang Li turned over and sat up, went to the study and turned on the computer. She wanted to write something, but the moment she put her hands on the keyboard, her thoughts froze and her tears welled up.
It's hard to imagine that the people who were surrounded by her a few hours ago and shouted shortly, at this moment, have completely bid farewell to this world.
The burst of tears made her unable to write anything down, Tang Li went to the window and watched the river as calm as usual.
It never knew that there was a bright young man who fell asleep in its arms last night and would never wake up again in this life.
In the sun room, it seemed that his hearty laughter was still lingering.
Tang Li went out, sat on the chair in the sun room that hadn't been cleared in time, picked up Song Beiyu's favorite short story, opened it, and unexpectedly found a letter inside.
On the envelope, there are three words written:
To Tang Li.
Open it, and the first sentence that comes into view, it is obvious that the hands are trembling when writing.
So the word "sister-in-law" is a bit distorted.
But in fact, Song Beiyu could write well.
He said in the letter, sister-in-law, I have a secret that I have never told.
I really like her.
When I was 17 years old, I chased after her dramas, listened to her songs, and watched her variety shows. I knew that chasing stars was a rush without a cause, but I still waited for her.
Tang Li frowned slightly, she didn't understand what Song Beiyu wrote.
What does she mean by waiting?
At the author's conference, Lin Yiyun was obviously a stranger to him.
Tang Li looked down, and Song Beiyu said:
From the age of 17 to 21, even though I have seen her in the dark, and I know that she does not hide her flaws, my joy for her has never diminished.
until i met you.
Four years of love, came to an abrupt end.
Maybe I didn't have the strength to write any more.
On the letter paper, there were several ink stains and black dots at every other line, but they were never written.
Tang Li rummaged through all the books on the desk, but didn't see any more.
What exactly is he trying to convey?
Why did the four-year long relationship with Lin Yiyun end at the moment of meeting her?
Tang Li knew clearly that what Song Beiyu wanted to express was definitely not empathy.
What made him suddenly stop loving Lin Yiyun?
Is it because he knows the dirty things Lin Yiyun has done?
Tang Li shook his head in denial.
In the letter, Song Beiyu made it very clear that he had seen Lin Yiyun in the dark, that is to say, he knew that she had done things that were not upright, and he also knew that she did not hide her flaws. He knew that the person he liked had all the advantages. Not enough to cover up the shortcomings, but he still likes her very much.
This should be true love.
What is it that can defeat true love?
Tang Li couldn't figure it out. She read every word on the letter over and over again, but couldn't find any clues.
"Li Li, why are you here?"
Huo Chenyu came up with breakfast.
Tang Li quickly stuffed the letter into his pocket, and said to him:
"I'm going out for a while, and I'll go to the company to deliver lunch to you at noon, if you don't think I'll disturb your work."
Huo Chenyu put down his breakfast and grabbed her wrist:
"Where are you going? I'll take you there."
Tang Li stood on tiptoe and kissed him:
"I'm going to find Yunxi. I just saw that Jiang Mian has arrived. Just let him see me off. You can sleep well for a while."
After going downstairs, Tang Li got into the car.
Tell Yunxi that she will be there in half an hour.
Yunxi was just about to call her:
"Tang Li, the Eastern Song Dynasty is about to change."
Did the news spread so fast?
Ruoxia winery, Yunxi without makeup, wearing pajamas, paced back and forth at the door waiting for Tang Li.
As soon as they met, she took Tang Li to her bedroom.
Then he whispered:
"I just got the news, the second young master of the Song family."
Tang Li's eyes filled with tears:
"I know it all."
Yunxi was very surprised: "You know? Who told you? It couldn't be that brat Song Beiyu who told you personally, right?"
What do you mean?
In this world, except for those who commit suicide, who will tell others when they will die?
Aren't they saying the same thing?
Tang Li frowned and asked:
"What happened to Song Beiyu?"