After I made a biography for my scumbag ex, I was on fire

Chapter 94 Apologize

"Ahem... yes, we broke up three months ago."

"You proposed breaking up?"

Mu Song was taken aback, turned his head, looked at An Heng's calm face, and took a long time to recover.

"Well, I mentioned it."

"So he's still getting used to it?"

Mu Song was completely stunned.

I really didn't expect that the direction of this conversation would end up like this.

I thought that if I hadn't contacted for more than ten years, no matter how close the relationship was, it would become unfamiliar, and I would suddenly reveal my sexuality. Normally, the other party would have to digest it for a while.

Unexpectedly, An Heng was so calm and composed. Not only did he fully understand and accept everything he said, but he also slowly guided him, making him feel much more at ease when he said those difficult words.

After a few words, Mu Song's tense heart slowly relaxed, and gradually regained the feeling when he was with An Heng, and the kind of dependence on An Heng who was both a teacher and a friend, even like a father and a brother.

"Well, maybe..."

Having recovered the situation in which he talked about everything back then, Mu Song really wanted to confide in An Heng, but he had stumbled in this bad relationship, but found that there were thousands of threads, and he didn't know where to start.

So, after a moment of silence, he just nodded his head lightly, which was regarded as his approval of An Heng's judgment.

Mu Song thinks that what Lu Yuan is doing now is indeed largely caused by "not adapting".

After all, he is a long-lasting person, a white moonlight, who can miss him for more than ten years. Although he is not as important as Liu Di in his heart, he has been together day and night for ten years anyway.

In ten years, even if Lu Yuan keeps a dog and runs away from home suddenly, he will inevitably feel awkward for a while.

So An Heng said that Lu Yuan was not used to it, and Mu Song agreed very much, thinking in his heart, I hope he can get used to it soon.

"If that's the case, then if you need help, just ask, don't be afraid to trouble me, he doesn't look like a person who is willing to let go."

"Okay, thank you senior..."

Mu Song's thoughts were still on the entanglement with Lu Yuan, and after he nodded his head in a daze, he suddenly realized that An Heng probably regarded Lu Yuan as a perverted ex who could throw acid, and was a little embarrassed for a while.

"Well, in fact, he is usually quite sensible, but that night, he was not feeling well, so..."

Not sure if he was afraid of An Heng's worry, or something else, Mu Song hurriedly opened his mouth to explain to Lu Yuan.

"Really?"

An Heng pushed down his glasses, just to block the flash of emotion in his eyes, and raised the corners of his mouth.

"That's the best, otherwise, I'm worried about you."

An Heng's tone was very calm, but there was an inexplicable warmth that made people want to get closer. Mu Song couldn't help but raise his face, and met An Heng's gaze, just as gentle and clean as he remembered.

And An Heng looked at him, just like when he was a child, rubbing his head and patiently admonishing him.

"Thank you...thank you, senior, for worrying you so much the moment we met. I feel like I haven't made any progress in the past ten years or so."

Mu Song turned his face away, a little embarrassed.

He really thinks so.

Not seen for more than ten years, An Heng has grown from a literary youth to a respected scholar and teacher, leading and nurturing young people with aspirations, and practicing the ambition of "making the world better" that he promised when he was young.

As for him, although he has gained some fame and fortune through writing, he is still trapped in his own small world, going around and around, and he can't even handle his own feelings well.

In comparison, it's really, the difference is too much...

Mu Song's disappointment clearly fell into An Heng's eyes.

"Oh, it's my fault, it's my fault. I'm getting older and more verbose. Xiao Song, don't dislike my mother-in-law. After all, it's inevitable to take care of children every day..."

"Bringing children? Senior, are you married?"

Mu Song raised his head abruptly, surprised, and suddenly remembered that it was too inappropriate to go to someone's house with empty hands for the first time.

It's fine for An Heng to be alone. If someone has a family and a family, it's too impolite.

Mu Song was nervous, thinking about getting out of the car for a while, and whether he wanted to buy something, when he saw An Heng's expression became unnatural, a pair of lips that were so thick that they should be light pink were tightly pressed together, obviously holding back a smile .

"...Do you think I look like I'm married?"

Mu Song: ...

"Ah? Then you said to bring children..."

"I'm talking about those students, aren't they just like my children? They are waiting to be fed every day, not only managing their studies, but also paying attention to their psychological state. Hey, they are really both fathers and mothers."

Mu Song heaved a sigh of relief and laughed too.

"Haha, so to speak, it is indeed similar to raising a child. However, the senior is very successful as a strict father and loving mother, and can raise such an excellent 'child' as Liu Yun."

When Liu Yun was mentioned, Mu Song felt that there was a hint of relief in An Heng's eyes.

"Liu Yun is indeed a rare kid. In my life, I've probably been a theorist. He can become a man of action."

"That's thanks to the senior who taught me well..."

"Haha, where, this book is self-sufficient, I just give a few pointers."

"Senior also believes in Buddhism?"

Mu Song was surprised that he would hear the Buddhist term "self-sufficiency" from An Heng's mouth. In his memory, An Heng was a materialistic young man with good roots.

"Ah? Oh...No, I just read it in a book before and thought it was a good word, so I borrowed it."

An Heng smiled, fell silent for a while, and asked back.

"Do you believe in Buddhism?"

Mu Song nodded. Just as he was about to explain something, An Heng nodded slightly as if approving.

"Very good, Buddhist thought, to a large extent, is close to philosophy, and it is very good to learn.

Moreover, after you have studied sociology in depth, you should have a different understanding of Buddhism. "

An Heng said with a mysterious smile, as if foretelling to him that an unknown treasure was waiting for him to dig in the not-too-distant future.

"Is it?"

Mu Song looked at the light in An Heng's eyes, and suddenly a question popped up in his mind, but before he could ask, An Heng asked the driver to stop.

"arrive?"

Mu Song looked around, and they stopped in front of an old and dilapidated residential area. Although the breath of life was strong, it seemed that it was a bit messy.

"Well, let's go. Tonight's dinner, let's see the senior show you something!"

An Heng's hand naturally reached Mu Song's shoulder again, and he pulled him out of the car.

Just as they were about to enter the community together, several harsh car horns sounded in succession behind them.

It is forbidden to honk the horn in the urban area, and the sound was abnormal. Mu Song couldn't help but turned his head to look, and was startled.

"You... why are you here?"

Lu Yuan, who got out of the car, had a normal expression, but the emotion in his eyes was so full that it was hard to ignore.

"I'm here to apologize to Teacher An..."

"apologize?"

The vigilance in Mu Song's eyes, as well as the act of blocking An Heng behind without a trace, were too glaring, piercing Lu Yuan's sore eyes, which were so painful that he could barely open them.

But even so, he still stabilized his emotions.

After all, following all the way, the two of them are intimate, talking and laughing, which has already stimulated him, and his heart aches and hurts, and the pain is a little numb now, and he keeps reminding himself——

Be calm, be calm, and never get emotional.

This An Heng is different from Bai Xu, to deal with it... need to use brains.

"Yeah, last time I ate very badly, how offensive, I specially took two bottles of red wine from the Porto Sandeman wine cellar to apologize to Teacher An."

As Lu Yuan said, he raised the exquisite gift bag in his hand, revealing the mouths of two red wine bottles.

Mu Song stared at Lu Yuan, and was quickly thinking about what this dog man was going to do, when he felt An Heng's hand on his shoulder, not light or heavy, on his arm.

Obviously, he was using this silent "language" to comfort him.

"Haha, brother Lu, you are so polite. I didn't feel offended. I'll forgive you for making an apology."

An Heng's words "Brother Lu", coupled with his calm and composed expression, made Lu Yuan's hand holding the wine bag clenched into a fist. , and put on a few smiles.

"It seems that I was worrying too much. Since Brother An has a lot of people and doesn't know as much as I do, we can be considered friends. When we reach the door, we can always go up and sit down."

"Lu Yuan, you..."

Mu Song was in a hurry.

What does this dog man want to do? !

It's all right to make trouble with yourself, and go to other people's house without invitation while licking his face. He just told An Heng that he was not sick in his mind.

Now it seems that he is not only sick, but also very sick.

Mu Song was thinking about how to dissuade him when he heard An Heng speak.

"That's natural, you don't want to hit the smiling face, my brother wants to come, of course you are welcome, but, my house is really small, I'm afraid you will dislike it and have nowhere to stay..."

In An Heng's words, a lot of soft nails were buried, thinking, as long as Lu Yuan is shameless, he will not lick it again.

It's a pity that once President Lu has a goal, he is famous for being able to bend and stretch. Face or something is not in his consideration at all.

"Since my brother welcomes you, let's go!"

An Heng: ...

As Lu Yuan said, he walked up to Mu Song and An Heng, stretched out his hand, and pulled Mu Song from under An Heng's arm.

"I'm going, what are you doing?! Don't touch your hands..."

Mu Song was about to struggle to break free when he felt Lu Yuan lower his head and lean into his ear, whispering in a voice that only the two of them could hear.

"Song, don't be afraid, I really came here today to ask for peace, and I promise not to cause trouble. You too, be good, okay?"

After all, she raised her face and looked at Mu Song, her tender eyes were full of love.

……

Mu Song froze in place, speechless for a long time.

And this scene was seen by An Heng, and a dark cloud passed over his originally calm face.

The Lu Yuan in front of him not only knows that this is his home, but also knows that he likes Sandeman's red wine, and other things, I'm afraid he has almost "digged".

It seems that there is no point in blindly dodging. An Heng thought for a moment, and thought it would be better to simply see what Lu Yuan wanted to do.

"Let's go then."

An Heng pushed his eyes and regained his composure, looked at Mu Song and Lu Yuan, made a gesture of please, and led the way ahead.

Mu Song just came to his senses, but it was too late to dissuade him, so he could only throw off Lu Yuan's arm holding him, and while following An Heng closely, he glared at Lu Yuan and silently warned him not to act recklessly.

The three of them turned around in the community, and finally turned in front of a six-story old-fashioned residential building in the depths.

After climbing to the fifth floor, An Heng took out the keys and said with a smile, "That's it, old man, take care of me."

As soon as the door opened, Mu Song followed An Heng, entered the door first, looked around, and found that An Heng was indeed not modest.

This two-bedroom apartment is estimated to be only seventy to eighty square meters. Although it has complete functions, it is indeed a bit cramped.

However, An Heng has very few things, and the cleaning is very clean and tidy. In addition, the lighting on the fifth floor is also good, so it is quite suitable for living alone.

"Senior, are you experiencing life?"

Mu Song changed his slippers, looked around, and asked half-jokingly and half-probingly.

Mu Song still has some ideas about the housing prices in City S. Although the location is good, the houses are old and the prices are not expensive. With An Heng's family background, he shouldn't live in such a cramped place.

"What kind of life do you experience?"

While greeting the two to sit down, An Heng looked at Mu Song and understood the doubt in his eyes.

"It's really poor. The teacher's salary is very low. For this house, the school's settlement fee is enough for the down payment."

"Let's put it down. I was still in the S City Evening News that day. I saw Hengan's advertisement. The real estate has been developed in S City. Is there still a shortage of your house?"

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The author has something to say:

Bai Xu: A dog man is really a dog!I will not let you go offline, scolding me around the corner, messing with wool!

Lu Yuan: Be content, brother, I don’t know the current world, as long as you can show your face, do you care about it?

Bai Xu: So... I still have to thank you? /gritting teeth

Lu Yuan: You're welcome~

Bai Xu: Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! ! !Brother Mu Song, take care of him! /Plop into Mu Songge's arms

Mu Song: He is terminally ill, I have no way to recover, sorry Xiaoxu. /touch the head

Lu Yuan: Damn... You kid is here to hug my wife! ! ! / roll up sleeves

Bai Xu: Hehehe, so I really thank you~~~/wink